Hate to say this, and kind of embarrassed to, but people say that im good at a lot of things.That I’m so smart, talented,  whatever. But I know one thing I am good at….self sabotage and being my own worst enemy. I talk myself out of a lot.

Dreams, aspirations….I feel like were squandered. But it’s never too late right? I’m too old, right? And there it is….the roadblock,  self sabotage. Others see it, why can’t I?

“People with low self-esteem are more likely to sabotage themselves when something good happens to them because they don’t feel deserving.” – Unknown

Got a lot of work to do. Should I be further along than I am? I think so, but it really isn’t too late….even if time is gone and is shortened us to me, up to us. We control it. We need to be in control….