It’s been a minute, sure. Got a lot on my plate at the moment. Nervous and uncertainly gives me more time to reflect. I feel like I’m at a bit of a crossroads and wondering where to go from here. Perhaps I should just focus on self and do what I should or should have been doing all along…but they say it’s never too late, right?

The world is a lot chaotic right now, EVERYONE is suffering with some sort of uncertainty or potential hardship. It’s true. I know I am at the moment. But what do we do? Give in? I really don’t want to even entertain that as an option, and neither should no one else. just want life to be back to normal, or at least close to normal. Just got to make the best of what you got, because believe me, sitting around depressed and feeling sorry for myself isn’t going to get me anywhere.

I know as a person that has been diagnosed with mixed anxiety and depression disorder, it’s not easy to look at the glass as half full, but sometimes we have to bite the bullet, realize that sometimes even though we don’t see it, the door that closes opens up another one. Been trying to change the outlook and notice the little things….everyone should try it. Can you fail? Sure, but don’t know unless you try. For me, maybe starting at square one is the way to go….time to do some learning. Back to school.

“When one door closes another door opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the ones which open for us.“

For me, perhaps going back to school and getting into a profession is the way to go. I’m an old dog and need to learn new tricks. In the process if I get some insight and help, great. The end game is to be able to help others. We are all humans dealing with this thing called life, and instead of working against ourselves and each other, time to band together…..no more holding the door.