It’s been a while….I know. Ever since late last year, life has sucked, sort of. I did get married, but soon after, one thing after another happened and just haven’t been really motivated. You can say that’s backward thinking… you would think that be the time you want to plow through… but here I am.

First, a fire at my house, then I GOT fired from my job, then family members getting sick left and right. Things just were not ideal at all. I still try to count my blessings and am very fortunate to have a loving, supporting family. Love them all.

I think my outlook, etc, on things has been changing the past six months or so. Maybe it’s my age. Maybe I’m just coming to terms with stuff in life. Maybe I’m FINALLY maturing  (probably not). But just trying to deal with stuff as it comes, letting the chips fall where they may.

I know, practice what I preach….and I know that we can only control what we can control, but I’m a stubborn old man. A stubborn human with old school feelings and outlooks. Perhaps I should listen to myself and others.

Old school dude with a new school attitude.