As of late, I have been doing a lot of thinking and discussing my situation. In a past posting, I quickly spoke about a film my wife and I watched on Netflix called “May December“. I highly recommend the film, but be warned, it can trigger some, especially if you have suffered any type of abuse. I know it kind of affected me. In a good way though.

It made me think, it made me remember some of the things that got locked away over the years. It made me think of not only myself but the collateral damage it caused. There were SO many parallels in my life that I noticed. Both in the film, and the case that the film was losely based on.

So much time has passed, and things get locked away and forgotten,  perhaps because it’s part of a humans survival instincts. But light has to be shed on the darkness in order to COMPLETELY heal. The light comes in all sorts of forms.

So, for me, just recently, something as out of the blue, such as watching a movie and discussing it, opened up some things. And, of course, one thing leads to another. The bottom line is, call it out. Talk to someone. In this day and age, there are many available resources to help cope with all this stuff.

So, in the process of fixing myself, or oneself, shine that light. It’s not easy, and it may sting, but in the long run, it will be worth it. Got to put the work in though. Life’s too short, and personally, for me, I’m not getting younger. 

Seek, and you shall find….