“The empty can rattles the most”…or for you Shakespeare or Plato fans…”The empty vessel makes the loudest sound…It’s amazing, observing and interacting with my fellow human beings how true the statement really is. Perhaps my blog and my writing are indicators. I’ve been hiding for so long, and now I want to be heard.

I’ve felt emptiness, darkness, and solitude. To this day, have residual effects from it. But a work in progress. I have been reserved,  hidden,  not speaking much publicly about my demons, my abuse, and my mental health.  I still hold back, procrastinate,  let life get in the way, or just take over. Focus

On the other hand, empty vessels use emptiness  as an echochamber for the ego, with a look at me, observe me attitude. Not my style. But others, instead of resounding and try to fill the emptiness with the positive bettering themselves and thise around them, become an energy vampire and still not being fulfilled. Sad. Not the existence I want.

I know it’s kind of random, but watching the world and the individuals in it is entertaining at times. I would even say. a lot can be learned by just watching and observing. I want to know what makes people tick….why they do what they do. Why I do what I do. What can I learn? What can I change?

There’s always room for improvement. Always situations to learn from. Got to fill the empty with meaning,  and not more emptiness and no sense, no purpose. Life’s too short, and as I get older, substance is what I seek and what is needed. Tomorrow’s not promised to anyone…why waste time?

Focus, realization. Willingness to live and exude sense, purpose,  not only for yourself, but those around you. Society is rough and unstable now, but need to keep forward fixing what needs fixing and building what needs to be built. Time to go to work.