The holidays are upon us….but you know what? I’m not really feeling it. I find also, the older I get, the less, to be honest,  care. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not a bah-humbug. You’re a mean one, Mr. Grinch thing, but the holidays got so…meaningless.  So blah. So… whatever.

All my issues aside, the weight, mental health issues,  abuse ptsd, etc.,  I know others share the sentiment. I think it’s lost the plot a long while ago, especially in recent times. To me, especially now, I enjoy the giving, spreading joy and happiness, and spending time with loved ones. That’s what it’s really about.

I’ve always been this way. I’m wired that way. Always giving, worried about others before myself, always wanting to help. In the past, I will admit, I’ve been used and burned so many times I became jaded and angry. Emotions thrown into a mind already going through what I was going through.  I fought it and fought it. And continue to fight to this day. But I’m in control here. So are you.

With the end of the year upon us, and after the year I’ve had, been putting a lot into perspective, more than ever before. 2025 is the year. Change is coming. Change is long overdue. Resolutions don’t work…setting goals and forming new habits, becoming more disciplined, and realizing your worth does. Nothing to it but to do it

Enough of my random rambling… So, to all of you out there who take the time to read my ramblings, and to my family who puts up with me, I hope you all, and those you care about, have a great holiday. Love you all. And remember

“Don’t let the past steal the present. This is the message of Christmas: We are never alone.”