Category: FML

FML

  • When I became a man, I put away childish things…

    I often find myself slipping into an awkward state of mind. The anxiety and depression disorder do have a part in it, and so does the other trauma I’ve suffered.  But I do take some of the blame. The only person in the mirror is you. Point the finger, I dare you. There’s multiple fingers…

  • Doesn’t play well with others…

    It’s true. I think that would be pretty accurate, at least for myself.  I’ve always felt like I never fit in. A square peg trying to fit in a round hole. Even today, as an adult, I find myself still feeling that way. It certainly got worse as I got older. Doesn’t make it any…

  • I gotta secret…

    I don’t get it sometimes…..I would consider myself a good person.  I live my life right. I’ve even had people tease me about it. You get back what you cast out, no? I’m just wired that way. To be considerate, understanding,  and kind. If more people practiced that, the world would be a WAY better…

  • It is not down on any map; true places never are.

    Life is hard sometimes….too bad there wasn’t an easy way to navigate through it. I always hear that it’s what you make of it, and it is what you make of it, which is true, but that only applies to the things you CAN control….whatever LIFE shows at you is another story. My life didn’t…

  • Collateral Damage.

    “Everybody just yells and screams at each other. Nobody’s civil anymore. Nobody thinks what it’s like to be the other guy.” It’s true. I see the world as we know it like this most of the time. And its a shame. Got even worse after the pandemic.  People don’t think about consequences. For every action,…

  • I’m lookin’ for balance…

    As of late, I have been doing a lot of thinking and discussing my situation. In a past posting, I quickly spoke about a film my wife and I watched on Netflix called “May December“. I highly recommend the film, but be warned, it can trigger some, especially if you have suffered any type of…

  • It goes on and on and on and on.

    Someone asked me recently what I did for fun….what my hobbies were. Honestly, I cringe sometimes when I get asked that because I  really don’t know how to answer that. I’m into and have been into so much stuff, and also half-assed hobbies, I don’t know what to say. In my almost half a century…

  • Built like an OG.

    It’s been a while….I know. Ever since late last year, life has sucked, sort of. I did get married, but soon after, one thing after another happened and just haven’t been really motivated. You can say that’s backward thinking… you would think that be the time you want to plow through… but here I am.…

  • I don’t care anymore.

    I find the older I get, the less things affect me….Sort of. Things are getting old, repetitive, and in this world, things don’t really matter anymore. Sounds negative, but it’s not. I think a lot see where I am coming from, and even agree with this. Life’s too short, sweating the small stuff is a…

  • Gotta shake this.

    So I  had a random thought… how many people love to stay in their comfort zone. There is nothing necessarily wrong with that, at least, I don’t think so, but venturing out of said zone should be done once and a while. This may sound weird, but I began thinking about it because the trailer…