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  • When I became a man, I put away childish things…

    I often find myself slipping into an awkward state of mind. The anxiety and depression disorder do have a part in it, and so does the other trauma I’ve suffered.  But I do take some of the blame. The only person in the mirror is you. Point the finger, I dare you. There’s multiple fingers…

  • Sins of the father.

    I remember when I was younger,  I  vowed to myself, NEVER to get married, or have children.  Well, just like that, I was married, adopting 3 children,  and then came a fourth. Life is funny sometimes, isn’t it? But this situation is anything but funny. Fifteen when it started, groomed, manipulated,  inheriting things I wasn’t…

  • The monster and the cocoon.

    A monster is a monster, no matter what. I honestly cringe at realizing or acknowledging  this, but it’s true. I need to constantly remind myself this. Sometimes monsters hide, even in plain sight. We also have preconceived notions of what one is, what it looks like, and our precepctions predetermined. Abuse comes in different shapes…

  • It is not down on any map; true places never are.

    Life is hard sometimes….too bad there wasn’t an easy way to navigate through it. I always hear that it’s what you make of it, and it is what you make of it, which is true, but that only applies to the things you CAN control….whatever LIFE shows at you is another story. My life didn’t…

  • Watching the world pass by.

    Over the weekend,  my wife and I finally watched a film that was on our radar. The film was called “A Ghost Story “, and it was a very good, thought-provoking movie….for me at least. Basically, the plot is about a man who passes and comes back as a ghost….stuck in the last home he…

  • Collateral Damage.

    “Everybody just yells and screams at each other. Nobody’s civil anymore. Nobody thinks what it’s like to be the other guy.” It’s true. I see the world as we know it like this most of the time. And its a shame. Got even worse after the pandemic.  People don’t think about consequences. For every action,…

  • But my wings have so been denied.

    It’s funny how life just passes us by.  It doesn’t stop for anyone. Up to us to fill in the spaces and make this thing called life what we make it. But, still have to deal with things at hand, and also make the best decisions we can for ourselves and thise around us. I…

  • All fun and games…

    I’m pretty sure I’ve mentioned this before, but I  don’t want this site to always be serious,  even though the subject matter is VERY serious. Sure, we have our ups and downs, but I  would consider myself a generally happy-go-lucky guy.  I love to joke around,  laugh, and make others laugh. Help and Hobbies. I…

  • I’m lookin’ for balance…

    As of late, I have been doing a lot of thinking and discussing my situation. In a past posting, I quickly spoke about a film my wife and I watched on Netflix called “May December“. I highly recommend the film, but be warned, it can trigger some, especially if you have suffered any type of…

  • Did my time…

    When she died,  I felt free. I did. But at the same time lost. My life was unconventional and I didn’t know what end was up. I got over the grieving stages,  but the damage was done. As time went on, I  came to a few realizations and clarifications as well. Done was the manipulation…