Category: Personal

Personal

  • Knew not who I was, but listen here.

    Do you know who you are? Do you? I know who I am… in a nutshell,  I’m  a middle-aged, overweight dude who suffers from body dismorphia, has low self esteem and self worth, diagnosed with mixed anxiety and depression disorder, a victim of abuse and manipulation. Think thats it…. Not trying to be dramatic or…

  • I’m the self-inflicted mind detonator.

    Hate to say this, and kind of embarrassed to, but people say that im good at a lot of things.That I’m so smart, talented,  whatever. But I know one thing I am good at….self sabotage and being my own worst enemy. I talk myself out of a lot. Dreams, aspirations….I feel like were squandered. But…

  • Stumbling in the dark.

    I’ve said it before, but life is good. Life is good, but not great. But in thinking about that statement, why isn’t it great? Life is what YOU make of it, no? The outside world is so messed up though… the things, the people. There’s something definitely in the water. You can only control what…

  • Can’t Keep Runnin’ away…

    I would say that I’m a bit of a loner….Always have been. How’s the saying go? Better alone than with bad company. Solitude has it’s perks, but it’s not really all that sustainable. Along with that, there’s the attitude that you don’t need anyone, you can do it yourself. Maybe you can….but for a lot…

  • I’ve been places in my head.

    I’m old….or am I? You would think people at my age would have their stuff together, but here we are. Sometimes it gets depressing how time has passed by and at times feel like not much has been accomplished. So many hopes, dreams, whatever, squandered. And it’s not like I didn’t have the tools, or…

  • All I wanted was a Pepsi.

    Listening to the Spotify account and an oldie but a goodie came on. A lot of the words and lines in the lyrics make me think of myself and my situation. Felt some of it in my angsty teenage years, and to this day even in my “grown up” adult days: “Sometimes I try to…

  • Who takes the blame? Wait…

    People who have read my articles at Life as a human or visited this site know about some of my history and why I even started this venture. I’ll be honest, even thought he subject matter is very serious, I tend to be the kind of person to make light of things, and sometimes not…

  • New year, new you….stop it.

    Another year in the books family. Went by so fast. Time in general has been like that. Where does the time go? Did we make most of it? Did we accomplish anything? Did we progress? Maybe. But myself, along with most, don’t feel any different. But think, who’s fault is that? As for myself, the…

  • I don’t know, but today seems kinda odd.

    Well, the holidays are over, almost. I hope everyone is having a great one so far. I can’t complain too much. All things considered, so far, so good. I stated before that we here in the Resound and Rebel household, had an event that almost threw a monkey wrench in the holidays, and just life.…

  • Feeling Minnesota.

    Been thinking….even though I have a lot to be thankful and grateful for, even though for the most part people think I’m this happy go lucky, funny guy, people don’t know what’s really going on. People only see the outside. What I want them to see. The song “Outshined” from Soundgarden has a line that…