Category: Rap

Rap

  • Progress… the God’s magnificent.

    “March on. Do not tarry. To go forward is to move toward perfection. March on, and fear not the thorns, or the sharp stones on life’s path.” Progress, not perfection.  That’s a motto I have been trying to follow more and more every day. I feel there has been progression in my life,  even though…

  • Things aren’t the way they were before.

    I’m an overweight,  middle-aged dude who has OCD, mixed depression anxiety disorder, social issues, and was a victim of grooming and abuse….think that covers most of it. Not to mention the offshoots or branches that come off such things. How did we get here? How has it driven my life? Is it like this forever?…

  • Off of this chest and I rest again peacefully.

    “You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it“ Don’t know about others,  but sometimes I think about who I really am. How authentic I’m being to myself and others. What level of dishonesty am I carrying or projecting to protect myself from myself and the outside world. I’ve admittedly…

  • Knew not who I was, but listen here.

    We all do. We all have the freedom to choose.  Even if life is not ideal, or the stack is against you, there’s choices and decisions that can be made. I know in my life, especially the last year, it has been challenging. But I had a choice. Do I wallow and perpetuate the negative,…

  • If it ain’t broke….

    The Crow. One of my favorite movies ever. It was just so cool…so badass. In my eyes, sure, a little dated now, but still holds up. And the soundtrack? Great. I’d say most would agree, one of the best movie soundtracks ever. Will the new Crow remake, reboot, reimagining, whatever, have the same magic? Who…

  • Gotta shake this.

    So I  had a random thought… how many people love to stay in their comfort zone. There is nothing necessarily wrong with that, at least, I don’t think so, but venturing out of said zone should be done once and a while. This may sound weird, but I began thinking about it because the trailer…

  • You gots to chill…

    A little change of pace, I suppose. I’ve been thinking a lot about the negative stuff and the  stress that is life in general, but also thinking of the good. Taking time to have gratitude and appreciation, or count your blessings for a lack of a better term. We all forget that. We all have…

  • Oh, these sour times…

    Apologies for the delay in posting family,  but as always, life gets in the way. Fires, dealing with anxiety and depression, busted water heaters, and now add the stress of job hunting….life’s good….no, really, life is good. Doesn’t seem like it, and hey, I’m human, and it triggers from time to time, but everyone goes…

  • Watching the world burn…

    I hope the readers of this blog don’t come away with the assumption that I’m all doom and gloom and don’t see the silver lining in most things. I believe I’m just recognizing that life isn’t perfect, nor will it ever be. I’ve gone through some tough times, a little rocky as I write this…

  • Knew not who I was, but listen here.

    Do you know who you are? Do you? I know who I am… in a nutshell,  I’m  a middle-aged, overweight dude who suffers from body dismorphia, has low self esteem and self worth, diagnosed with mixed anxiety and depression disorder, a victim of abuse and manipulation. Think thats it…. Not trying to be dramatic or…