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  • Hold the door….

    It’s been a minute, sure. Got a lot on my plate at the moment. Nervous and uncertainly gives me more time to reflect. I feel like I’m at a bit of a crossroads and wondering where to go from here. Perhaps I should just focus on self and do what I should or should have…

  • If it ain’t broke….

    The Crow. One of my favorite movies ever. It was just so cool…so badass. In my eyes, sure, a little dated now, but still holds up. And the soundtrack? Great. I’d say most would agree, one of the best movie soundtracks ever. Will the new Crow remake, reboot, reimagining, whatever, have the same magic? Who…

  • Gotta shake this.

    So I  had a random thought… how many people love to stay in their comfort zone. There is nothing necessarily wrong with that, at least, I don’t think so, but venturing out of said zone should be done once and a while. This may sound weird, but I began thinking about it because the trailer…

  • You gots to chill…

    A little change of pace, I suppose. I’ve been thinking a lot about the negative stuff and the  stress that is life in general, but also thinking of the good. Taking time to have gratitude and appreciation, or count your blessings for a lack of a better term. We all forget that. We all have…

  • Gotta laugh when you’re the joke.

    “Self-love, my liege, is not so vile a sin, as self-neglecting.” — William Shakespeare Gloom and doom….that’s no way to live. Life lives not in the cold and darkness but in the rays of sun and light. Self-pity is useless. We need to learn to be selfish. To practice self-love.  The right way of course.…

  • This isn’t easy.

    That’s right…it isn’t easy. Not only do I need to deal with my personal, everyday life, the world around me seems to be falling apart as well. What to do? We can’t control what we can’t control, so why even try? Need to worry about SELF and all the “human” stuff that goes with it.…

  • And there is no map.

    I know I haven’t posted in a while, but life, you know….how’s the saying go? When it rains, it pours. Well, the storm cloud seemed to have plated itself above me. Am I struggling? Little bit, but I m a work in progress, and I am looking for the silver lining. Got to. “You can…

  • Oh, these sour times…

    Apologies for the delay in posting family,  but as always, life gets in the way. Fires, dealing with anxiety and depression, busted water heaters, and now add the stress of job hunting….life’s good….no, really, life is good. Doesn’t seem like it, and hey, I’m human, and it triggers from time to time, but everyone goes…

  • Watching the world burn…

    I hope the readers of this blog don’t come away with the assumption that I’m all doom and gloom and don’t see the silver lining in most things. I believe I’m just recognizing that life isn’t perfect, nor will it ever be. I’ve gone through some tough times, a little rocky as I write this…

  • Knew not who I was, but listen here.

    Do you know who you are? Do you? I know who I am… in a nutshell,  I’m  a middle-aged, overweight dude who suffers from body dismorphia, has low self esteem and self worth, diagnosed with mixed anxiety and depression disorder, a victim of abuse and manipulation. Think thats it…. Not trying to be dramatic or…